ShadowedVengeance

I remember Crying And Feeling so happy. I thought that maybe Things would be different That maybe He wasn't an asshole N.o.p.e. He's still an ASSHOLE. I can't believe him And I ain't believe myself For believing That he'd changed It's so hard To see him in school Everyday And remember The conversation. When I was freaking out Thinking, 'This can't be happening to me' I was right. It didn't happen to me. It was a lie. Lies, lies, lies. All of it. Naive For believing. Torn in half Again For believing. He's still an Asshole. Of course he is. In love With the idea Of being in love. That's me. Can't get over him. That's me. Letting myself get hurt